Sunday, October 16, 2016

Dear P.,

It is the single comfort of my soul
That no matter how far I’ve strayed from the path I’ve wanted for myself
How lost I have and will become
How misguided I am and how disappointed I am in myself constantly 
Only in the end will I see you again
And every struggle, every fear, heartbreak and bruise
Will have been worth it.
Because I know you will be smiling when I see you again,
When I see you again.

And it is in this journey I have learned that
The pain of loss inspires hope of retrieval
And gives me a reason to find you 
Because even when I feel I’ve lost myself completely
You've got the part of me that keeps me going
Always alive, always searching for you.

I miss you, I miss you.

- C.