Dear P.,

It is the single comfort of my soul

That no matter how far I’ve strayed from the path I’ve wanted for myself

How lost I have and will become

How misguided I am and how disappointed I am in myself constantly 

Only in the end will I see you again

And every struggle, every fear, heartbreak and bruise

Will have been worth it.

Because I know you will be smiling when I see you again,

When I see you again.

And it is in this journey I have learned that

The pain of loss inspires hope of retrieval

And gives me a reason to find you 

Because even when I feel I’ve lost myself completely

You've got the part of me that keeps me going

Always alive, always searching for you.

I miss you, I miss you.

- C.